fearless

it's like diving into a snowmelt

to the ground.

If you're going to love me, love me deeply. If you decide to break my heart,then break all of it. If you're going to care for me, care for me completely. If you deide not to hold me then just let me fall. If you're going to stay, stay forever. If you decide to leave then leave today. And if youre going to change, change for the better.

everytime you shine, i'll shine for you

Start Over

sit.think.wonder.feel.hurt.anger.rage.lay.cry.retrace.hope.happiness.memories.concentration.turning.rewind.relapse.ups.downs.tiwsts.turns.constant.lies.truth.freedom.barracades.relaxe.relive.refeel.retrace.hate.lose.breakdown.refocus.laugh.live.past.fastfoward.present.forget.hurt.start over.

Have you ever once in your life reached out to touch infinity?

Our love was beginning to feel like "forever" love,
a love to carry to the grave.

Love means holding on to someone just as hard as you can

because if you don't, one blink and they might disappear...forever.

When you love someone you would never hurt them,

even if they deserve to be hurt.

it's easy to overthink love,

to disect it

and question it until it's no more.

allow me.

You deserve good things, and I want to be one of them

Thoughts churning inside you

Have you ever had so much to say that your mouth closed up tight

struggling to harness the nuclear force coalescing within your words?

Have you ever had so many thoughts churning inside you

that you didn’t dare let them escape in case they blew you wide open?

Have you ever been so angry that you couldn’t look in the mirror

for fear of finding the face of evil glaring back at you?

actions speak louder then words.

Normally, when one human pursues another, their actions clearly show the attraction one may feel. But looking into the picture a little deeper someone may determine there place in ones life may only be to pass time, to fill a empty void left from previous attraction. Spoken words, written scentences, felt storys but never justified through loving,caring, passion filled actions; leaves one to fill itself with inadequacy,hurt,jealousy and the knowledge of indifferent feelings. Because you see, when one person says something the only way too trust and really believe in what they say is if they follow through with actions and kind gestures. If you feel it, show it. showing may be easier then speaking. One should never let fear get in the way of true emotions and exspressing feelings.
Always love, Never fear

where's the desire to kiss me,where's your need to hold me

what do you do when you feel the attraction has disperesed? when the feeling of being needed it no longer lingering. What happens when all the hope you had has been eaten up by the lack of emotion. Do you walk away for the sake of happiness in the other person? Do you fight for what you've been waiting for? How do you know when to call it quits. How do you not fear that the moment you walk away, you will lose everything you've struggle for? How do you know if you're here for nothing ot here for everything. Maybe you know when you start to feel second best. Or maybe you know when you feel a rush of happiness. What do you do when you feel you'll never compare. Is it ok to settle for being second best if it means you're truly happy. Is it selfish to let someone have you as satisfaction when they deserve amazing? How do you figure out how to be everything she needs? When does it get easier? Is the lack of emotion because there is none, or because they're scared? Too many question, not a single simple answer.

2010

All change is not growth, as all movement is not forward.