How does it feel watching your life go in a useless direction? lying to live "happy"? How does it feel keeping untrue friendships alive? When you think about her does it kill to know it's ALL your fault? Does changing in 48 hrs make you feel more powerful? More real? More true to yourself? Did you know most people know what you're all about? And the people who know you the deepest you push away.Does that take away your sense of vunerability?Put a Stable thought for a moment in your life?Build a wall higher then the one remaining? Ever considered where you'll be 5 years from now? wreckless? Alone? Emotionally Unstable? It's slipping right through your hands just like she did.Because of the lack of effort you give to the things that "mean most" Life itself is being thrown away like a unopened book.And while you allow it you're throwing away your future,your happiness,your love and your respect.
How does that make you feel?
