sweet,sweet you

Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,This idle hour just wont pass I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,Didn't think you'd feel so far away Your summer perfume is still, blowing through this hallway, Autumn's amber red shadows dance I miss our midnight rides on highway 18, 18 is gone So go past the lights and all the excuses You could have left "sincerely yours"Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?Cause anything too daring to say to you, Will be said in this letter, then burned away So you never realize, I'm here I'm thinking of your vague reply So I can understand Why we put this at rest Why we forget to Say that we were leaving Say that we were sorry The past remains unspoken As this vacant night is dieing But I still miss your summer perfume This cold air brings such a distance to us Such a painful distance I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now So I don't have to hold on to this burning heart This burning heart is getting old, getting old While sitting on this cold kitchen floor, Head down to hide the tears, ive realized I've finally realized that you were never meant for me no matter how much I still think otherwise