please explain

why am i so afraid?
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to crash down,
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and lose my heart again

Artistic Touch

rant # a millon

i think we put too much effort into believing in people,situations & relationships. Thinking things can or will change. thinking that people do change and sometimes, time fixes things. I think when you believe someone can change or things change, you leave yourself in a situation you cant get out of. Cause now all thoughts, talks, and action are based on false hope of change. Sometimes we're too scared to give up because we don't know what else we'll find. Sometimes we stay in denial because we don't want to admit we were wrong once again. being in denial stops us from fully getting hurt and leaves us to believe that we can change someone. People don't change unless they want too. Some people are better at showing emotion than others and some just don't care like they say they do. it's hard to differentiate between the two. when things do a complete 180 in a matter of hours without explanation we start to way over think. there's always anwsers but whether you get the truth or not is dependent upon maturity. just remember when good things change, its because better things are comming.

complexity

i dont know why we all hang onto something when we know
we're better off letting go.
it's like we are scared to lose what
we don't even really have.
some of us say we'd rather have
something than absolutely nothing,
but the truth is, to have it halfway
is harder than not having it at all.

you're all over the place

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS Like a bitch, I would know
And you over think
Always speak Critically
I should know That you're no good for me
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up

You don't really want to stay, no
But you don't really want to go
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

just a little bit

there’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
there’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
it’s still a little hard to say what's going on
there’s still a little bit of your ghost your weakness
there’s still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
you step a little closer each day
that I can´t say what´s going on
there’s still a little bit of your song in my ear
there’s still a little bit of your words I long to hear

love over

foggy nights

I swim across an ocean It's my matress in the basement I'm sweatin' out excuses That would make your stomach turn The road we drove last night Stretched from the desert to Las Vegas We filled our cups, and lit one up The snow began to burn maybe, we were made, We were made for each other Ahh, is it possible for the World to look this way forever? I talked so much, I'm sure I didn't realize I'd gone crazy Didn't catch my bloody nose Or that my heart tried to explode I still live with my High School friends Some people never change at all We're still the same compulsive drunks We were when we were small A long way from from a firework daze But i still like to burn,I'm always in the haze of a car crash,The orange airbag dust covers everything;everything